cry for

i cry for the time that i thought u was mine

i cry for the memory i've left behind

i cry for the pain

the lost the old the new

i cry for the time i thought

i had you

why do i?

y do i love sum1 who doesn't love me in return

y do i cry over sum1 who didn't hurt me

y do i always think about him

if he never thought about me?

y do i always wait for him

if he has never waited for me?

y do i see him

but he doesn't see me?

No. 5 Falling apart

If a girl silent, it is DANGEROUS

she's either:

1. Over thinking

2. Tired of waiting

3. About to blow up

4. Needs a hug

5. Falling apart

6. Crying inside

7. All of the above

drive straight through my heart

it is much more easier for me

if u juz pull the dagger n

stake my heart

so that i cant felt the pain

over n over again

aren't meant

there are certain people

who aren't meant 

to fit into your life

no matter how much

you want them to

dear diary

dear diary

today

i tried to convince myself again

that

i'll be fine :)

clueless

when you're hurt

you want to hurt harder who's hurting you

but i'll tell you

it will only hurt you even more

and believe me

i dont want to hurt you

because what hurts you

hurts me more

isn't hurt?

each heart has some pain..

only the way of expression is diff..

some hide it in their eyes 

while some hide it in their smile

reminder 4 da day

r-e-m-i-n-d-e-r

not only 4 da day

to any heart out there

pliz tke note 

:)

wrOng onE

i wish u would have told me from the start 

that 

u were only gona break my heart

u'll knOw

just hit the play

and

watch my life fall apart

by you

"My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now it's in pieces because of you"

over it

its true though

hard to resist

even for lil while

can nvr

the worst way to miss sum1 is 

to

have them right beside you

and know

you can never have them

left

Lonely tree whispering in front of my window
Leaves are falling all on the ground
I stand now here.My heart has wound
I take a look..and you're not around.

insist

i could feel my heart racing in my chest

u insist to go

i....cant

i'll juz

wait here

was

he was never in

my vocabulary

until

he became

the only word i know

thorn

i cant stop u from ripping out my heart

but.....

i dont have to watch

you do it

da day u slipped away

u walk away n

u left

t-h-o-r-n

show

Sometimes u need to

walk alone

just to show that

u can

it is

ironic it is

dont

Even in the darkest of hours 

there is hope 

never lose sight of it....

you may have to look long and hard

but it's there

scariest

Even amidst our darkest, 

scariest times 

when everything feels stacked against us 

HAVE FAITH!

i..

i....

believe in us

told me to back off

im not

till u say so

if u let me go

like a whisper

i'll b gone

what

what hold me now?

then i jz thought

You are always there for me 

and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

yes u are

in...

live like its mine

my world

there u are

in every page of my story

:)

still

I know in reality we can't be together, 

so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...

in my dreams you're mine forever.

afraid

Sometimes it's hard to love someone 

because you're so afraid of losing them

da day

da day..

u left me

dats when

u left me

ashes to ashes

thank you

i have no more heart to care

its ok

it ok..

to forget me

dats the norms

i used to it

once

once to be "in" it

but now...

u chain your door

keep me outside

blackhole

crawling 

juz to get to u

tired of walking

i cant...

lose you

let it

helpless

cant afford to push anymore

it time

juz.....

let it go

the forgotten

the forgotten lover

comes and go

dats juz y.o.u

sure

everyone have their own "the secret side of me"

so do i

i live wif it

i'll deal wif it

so do u

X even

not even worth it crying for

fool me

waiting 4 sumthing dat is

not belong to me 

at all

"s"

sacrifice

but....

useless

life

is a mystery

by whom?

me :)

im juz

juz...

your puppet on the string

my world

welcome to it

night raven

yes. i'm all alone

pliz..go

go on without me

lost

lost in the space

fool me

y so glum?

dats who I am :)

not

im not....

im not your enemy

juz say go go go go-go

lies

There is this one girls whom used to be in love,

rilly in love

but....

she always ask the guy to let her go

wheneva they caught in a fight

"then let me go"

dats the word she most likely 2 say

the guys nvr took it seriously

stil tke a vry gud care of her

wrapped her in his arms

time move on and things got changed

after a 6 month break up

they meet again

but now...its totally different

the girls took the guys role, tke a gud cre of him

b there, comfort him, cheer him up

but....

the guy keep on making her confused

he comes

then he goes

she know there is nothg between them

but....

he keeps on coming back for her 

wats dat rilly mean?

she knows...

she will nvr had a chance to b wif him

only she knows why

she smile n say

"tomorrow will b another brand new day"

"i'll be fine"

dats the lies she kept to herself

from now n on

All her need is jz a lil more tyme

i guess

sure she'll be fine

hopefully

-the end-