tell me how to stop this paintell me how to stop loving youtell me what did i do wrongtell me
Friday, October 19, 2012
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Saturday, July 21, 2012
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Thursday, June 14, 2012
For nowi am going to live like there is no tomorrowi cant hope for moreits perfect nowa lil loneliness here n therei'll endurei am trying to lay down the sadness dat grounded mei am tryingstill..it doesnt make senseas it took longer to actually healed
Posted by ^^ at 8:55:00 PM
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Things changeme changei've got mix feelingsdenial just make it growthforgive meim not ready for any kind of com-mit-ment.
Posted by ^^ at 8:42:00 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Its been a while. i am hoping dat this coming month just passing like it never happen.suprisingly.two years seems like it was yesterday. theres nothing easy like people might see or even thought. it harder .much complicated. as you have to act like you dont care.like you have been such heartless.
"If i let myself to care, all i get is hurt"(Salvatore,2012), you know well, how this words suppose to mean.
And for dat .....i am not dat cool to wat for that "one day" to come. I just hope i can escape. its not what i want. but...it's what i need. like seriously. Nobody wants to be alone. but yet. it all started with being end up alone first, have time for yourself first, understand your nature in order to give commitment. long way to go.
Talk n talk.give motivation to those who need it. deep inside. i cant escape the circle myself. i caught in the same situation. as.....the past keep on haunting me. n im just afraid it might harm me. therefore, im still stuck in here. in the middle. between yes and no. im still waiting here. a day. a month. or maybe a year. it wont make any difference. im just not moving. i just dont let myself feel dat. it's better for me to burried them in so far way. so i lost to find it back. n whenever i cry so hard to get it back.it wont come back. i want myself to be suffer. thats what i deserve. because i am dying just missing you. but i just cant really say it outloud. Sometimes i wish like a million times that whenever theres a red light in my phone, it was you. but nothing. its not you. in a mean time i just enjoy my time alone then. thats the best way instead of grieving all the time. its not like i can live like thousands year right. so smile ;)
till we meet again ^^
Posted by ^^ at 10:04:00 PM